This guy is hanging out right outside my studio door. And I’ve been here for a long time. We’re hanging out together.
I’m working hard on the final edit of “A Jar Full of Light,” the next book in the Aveline series.
Started seeing double this afternoon, so I went for a drive to soothe my eyes. Eyes soothed, I’m back at it.
Here’s the preorder link for A Jar Full of Light!
I love launch days! It’s so fun to finally release a book into the world, after months or years of work. (This one took years… I wrote the first draft in 2017, but kept back-burnering it to focus on World Whisperer.)
I’ve been hearing the kindest, sweetest responses to this little fledgling bird.
One reader said that the only word she can use for it is “cozy.” Another said it’s like you just want to tuck away and be in Aveline with new friends. And another said it is “fun, insightful and delightful… therapy in a beautiful bouquet.”
And a lovely reviewer on Amazon said “Rae doesn't just tell a story, she invites us into the lives, hearts and minds of her characters.”
That is exactly what I hope to do.
Love to you all,
I’m on a solitary writing retreat, thinking about my daily rhythms of life and what helps me versus what hurts me. This morning I meditated, prayed, exercised, showered, and read a chapter in a helpful book. It is now five minutes to 7:00. I feel like I’ve cared for myself. I feel like I’m ready to work. Normally I’ve already tried to get an hour of writing into this time, so it makes sense that I don’t do this every day, or does it?
I don’t do it because of the feeling of walls around me in my life.
There is so much that we don’t do because of the feeling of being fenced in. There are these cramped boundaries we give ourselves. I don’t have enough time. Twenty minutes is all I or you need to do the next thing, so we kinda do have time.
We do have natural limits. I’ve learned this in the past year, as I moved closer to burnout more than I ever have before. However, because the day feels wide and free today, because I am on a retreat, I managed to take care of myself fully, and still end up at the page earlier than I might normally, if I was overwhelmed and procrastinating or avoiding my work. And that means that the time limits are sometimes in my head.
I’m thinking about an easier way to live.
I think it connects well with my faith, with Jesus, who said, “Do not worry about anything, for which of you by worrying can add a single day to her life?”
Or which of you by procrastinating and anxiety can eke another hour out the day?
Or which of you by not playing or taking care of yourself can save up enough for what your children need?
Or which of you by obsessing can control the world and take care of all the needs around you?
Where is this easier way?
Actually, every day is wide and free. Tasks don’t close me in. My thoughts close me in. Thoughts that say, don’t exercise or work on your writing right now because you have a meeting in six hours and its probably better to walk in circles and think about all the things you have ever done wrong.
Work is not the problem. Work can always be holy in a trusting heart. Each day is full of possibility, of walking in the glittering shadow of God, who creates as easily as he breathes. The Creative Wild Spirit of God, ready for me to give her enough room to turn every conversation into a sanctuary for kindness. I am not in some godless boring world where every act is doled out by me in a scarce approximation of building a house, brick by brick.
Jesus invites me to create with him. To continue what has already been done for eons, this continuing creation in love that floods the devastated places.
I can admit that I don’t come to peace naturally, but perhaps a hard won peace is still precious.
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