Thanks so much...

And Mayhem won!

Thanks to the nine of you who donated. Mayhem, I'll email you soon about the necklace and getting your address.

And now, I'm off. I've once again come to the end of my resilience, and I need some time to process. It is all too much. My only home (house) is halfway across the world. I saw a raintree the other day and cried. I love everything around me, but I'm afraid to attach to it.

In short, I'm everything I warn myself against. I'm no longer able to take my own advice.

I'm taking a day of solitude. (Much-needed.)

I love you guys. (I'm a little emotional.)

xo- Rae

Comments

[susie]

We really are aliens and strangers in this world. My heart hurts for you, sister. I know how painful that longing can be. You're in our prayers today, and always.

[blackbird]

I have my arm around you.
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[April Alexander]

Thanks for sharing your heart Rachel. Solitude and rest can do wonders. I'll pray that God will light your path and give you peace. ((Hugs))
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[Paola]

Nine??? Sorry, that was quite shocking. And so I couldn't really focus on beign there for you.
But I am, you sweet Rae.

[Paola]

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